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Saturday, July 26, 2008

My Story,Physically n Spiritually

In tis post,i'll be tellin u guys about my medical histories n how i endure wif them...

it all began when i was juz born.i fell sick n i got a high fever when i got u cut on my lips n gums n was sent to the hospital.it didnt dtop bleeding for at least 4 days(i tink) n i was still in hospital.i've lost so much blood tat i nid blood transfer to be added into me.

from tat time onwards i was sent for check up n blood tests once evry few months.when i was 7,i hurt myself alot n always twisted my ankles n elbows.it always took at least a week to heal if it hurts alot.everyone wondered why i healed slower den normally time taken.i went in n out of the hospital for treatments several times.it was one of the most challanging part of my life.

at 12 years old,news were given after all the blood tests results.the doctors said tat i haf HEAMOPHILLIA A.a blood disorder tat causes me to bleed easily in the joints n heals very slowly.

i was angry at myself at tat time n wondered why i got tis "diesease"....

as time pass by,i managed to live my life sort of a normal way.i still get hurts frequently but i endured wif it all.the onli medicine is a shot of it.its called "factor 8".in other ways,my sickness is a cause of a type of white bloodcells which i doesnt haf enuf.factor 8 is tat missin cells.

i went for a few meetings at the heamophillia society n learned more about tis sickness n how to treat them.i even found out a few disturbin details of the history of tis sickness....

blood disorders r long time ago kings sicknesses.tis culd mean tat i mite haf ROYAL BLOOD in me.(i was so physicked out by tis detail!!!)

tis brings us to our spiritual part of the story.

when i was in my mothers womb,my mother had a dream of a MIW(man in white) visited in her dream n asked her if he culd haf me.my mother fought bak n said no to him tat he cant haf me.when i was born,my birth mark was very surprisin.it was a shape of an open hand bruise on the bak of my body.my parents tink tat the MIW had left his mark on me.

tat was 17 years ago...

now somethin happened recently.when i went to my sis frens house n his the holy type tat culd see spirits,an event occured...my sis fren went to look at my badly damaged elbow ni caught his eyes lookin at the open door of his apartment n said,"uh oh....".

i asked him why but he said it was nothin.i den wondered wats goin on.soon later,they spill the beans of wat had happen.he said tat i had some kind of a specialty in me.while he was lookin at my elbow a while ago,he saw a MIW outside his door who was lookin at us n juz smiled at a distance.my sis den told him about my mothers dream when my mother was still pregnant of me.he den tells us his point of view tat the MIW mite want me so as TO MAKE ME THEIR SPIRIT KING!!

now i'm on a quest to figure out wat tis MIW rilli want wif me.is he a fren or foe?
cant wait to find out more about tis.....

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