Farewell 2008

hei peepz...todayz the last day of 2008.
n man was it a year full of great stuffz.

today i juz stayed home....nothin much to do,no plans,juz a lil bored.at nite i was alone wif me grandpa at home as me parents went out to an open house.(bah! lazy folo la...)
so i decided to u noe,bing bored n all,i went to cook up some food for meself n me grandpa.
the western food u c up there?tatz our dinner alrite!sausages,fries n scrambled eggs.(suppose to b mornin food nia...but o well...)
while eatin me neighbour came by n asked if i wanna join him for a movie.i say not.nvm la.feelin too lazy to go out anywayz.
well later on i took pix of meself as these r few of several pix i took of meself for tiz year!

2008.....
loads of great stuffz n bad stuffz happened.
finally left sec skool,entered a new skool,meetin new fwenz n surprisin old faces.got new teacherz,bloody skool works n learned new stuffz everyday.gained freedom,more outin,closer fwenz.
gonna miss tiz past 1 year.
so much sweet memories n few bad ones.i got used to hangin out wif gurlz,encountered conflicts in skool,dare meself doin stupid tingz n maybe made a fool of meself.

the best times i had were meetin n havin new fwenz.
khidir,abu,zura,kid,nisa,nunu,efa,steffi,fatimah,sin,lyn,waz,fiq,dino,danny n a whole bunch more.
after skool alwayz go out to places togeter,sumtimez eat togeter,made fun of each other,n juz enjoyin bing togeter.we're all still in our 1st year nxt year.itz juz our last term left n the great examz...(lil worried on tiz bit...)

havent lost any contacts wif me old buddies too.most of the time hangin out wif shaun,hafiz n izzwan.of cos theres aiman n fairuz too.
i promised i will keep a bpnd wif all of us fwenz for the future tatz comin.havin fwenz are a treasure i wished to nvr loose.

the entire year ain't onli bout havin me fwenz around but i oso get to upgrade myself to haf a better life,better characteristics n i actually changed from the years before.the most obvious changes are tat i am more photogenic n i am hell lot more open n daring to sort of stand out of the crowd more.
tiz changes are few of me best partz i will kip for the future.

for me new year resolution?
to work harder (maybe...lol) n to be a better peep.(ouh yes i will!)

^-^

rilli tired n not too sure wat else to tok bout but i say tiz for everythin,i will treasure tiz memories foreva.....

for all u peepz out there,hapi new year!hope nxt year is even better den tiz year.

A Bloody Encounter

it was weird.....

it happened on thursday nite.in muslim calender it counted as friday nite n friday is a day to reckon wif....

i had tiz nitemare tat was rilli freakin me out.in the dream i was attacked,in my own home,by an army of evil spirits n ghosts!
me father came to protect me but was over-powered.there were too many of them!
i was rilli startin to freak out as they came closer n closer to me as if they wanted to enter into me.
i was den pushed into a corner of my home.y cant i control n not realise tat it was all a dream tat i could control?it was weird...usually i can sort of 'control' my dreams onli bit by bit.tiz time it was merciless.
den i woked up,it was still dark.seems to be around 5 in the mornin.i decided to go to the toilet n i got a fear struck into me...

no it wasnt a ghost.....

i was peeing blood....again...
last time when i peed blood it was b'cos i was careless n cut meself on the inside.but the weird ting bout it tiz time,i didnt even do anithin n i started to pee blood!
den it struck me,could the nitemare i had got sumthin to do wif tiz?anywayz it was friday....tingz happened on friday...
anywayz,i tink to meself,"itz onli n inner bleeding n got nothin to do wif me kidneys as theres no pain."so den i decided not to tell anyone bout tiz but onli to me dear blog readers(fwenz).
i take tingz into me own hands n started to drink water regularly.once every an hour maybe?
den today in the evening,it stopped.

i was so glad it stopped turnin red!
but still i'll drink more water juz incase.n if it ever turn dark red again,i mite tell my parents n well,i'm off to the hospital.but before goin,i had stuffz i wanna do.

i hoped i'm all better now.
oops...gotta go wee-wee again.lol

still...i wonder if the nitemare got anithin to do wif my internal bleeding?

Dark X'mas

plenty of stuffz happenin...n their not too nice either...

conflict.

the word wif the meaning i hate the most in life.

me sis got one.hope it'll be all better soon.dun wan to see the same ting happenin all over again.....
me fwenz dad cosin a conflict wif me fwen wifout noticin.hope they'll get along better in the future.
for me?there iz sort of one.shes havin a bad life i noe.i wasnt there to be for her.n now we're juz a normal relationship again.still...i rilli miss her.too bad she dosent haf a computer.or we'll be able to kip in contact way better nowadayz.i'm rilli sry...i wished i culd be there to prove meself to u but we're way too distance to even be togeter...

well anywayz,today i woke up to find me arm hurt again.the day was dark n wet.it rained for nearly the entire day.i guess tiz iz snowing time in singapore.juz warmer den the cooler countries.
the day was rilli noisy too as we haf new neighbours n their renovating their place.huh...irritatin peepz makin irritatin noises...

theres onli about an hour to x'mas rite now.so i wuld juz wanna say merry christmas to one n all tatz readin me blog.tanx for all.tiz means the new years comin.hope tingz will be better nxt year.

ho!ho!ho!

^-^

Out Wif Khidir (Tanx Man...)

today i went out wif khidir since die ajak aku nak tengok twilight.(no fwen since most others oledi watched it.)
so the plan was to meet up at kfc at 9:30am.
man,i had to wake up early for today n i tellin ya,itz not easy for me...
anywayz,after eatin n chattin we straight away go tamp mall to watch the movie.to bad we came abit too early.nvm we go play at arcade 1st.den later on we go buy tiket la.

haha!tiz pix juz take for fun.^-^
itz a poster for a comin up movie called....sumthin...sumthin...women la.(sry me fogot the title...lol)
fuh! watch twilight gerek kepe ceritanye.
after tat we go safra to play pool!yeap...khidir dunno how to play but den i teach him how la.he started out bad at 1st.

even his body position wasnt rite yet...

den later on at our 2nd game he gotten better la!rilli challenging sia.nvm...we fair!
we play 1st round i win n so 2nd round u win.^-^
fun...nxt time go play again togeter.(ajak yg lain jugak ar...)
after the long day,we walk all the way to khidirs home area at tamp west there.we were rilli thirsty...so~~~
we bought drinks!seems alot ei?quite cheap rilli.

before...

during...

after!

haha!after tat we decided to go bak oledi.
nice day man.hope more outings like today are comin in the future for me.fun sia!or else mati cos of boredom kat rumah...

tc ya'llz!c'ya on the nxt post.^-^

Twilight Review

all rite!!! finally watched it.

the ratings for me?
9 out of 10!

a rilli kool show bout a gurl tat went to stay wif her dad cuz her mom is alwayz moving around the country wif her new husband.her life changes as she met her dream guy wich turns out to be a vampire!
luv is blind n their luv was even tested.

a movie full of romance,mystery,few funny jokes n an action scene.the show culd use a lil more action u noe...but over all,its a great show!

if u havent watch it,go watch it.rilli nice man...it'll worth ur cash.

My First Encounter Wif a Kat

haha! hey guyz,liked i say bout the pix of me 1st kitty encounter on me previous post.
here it is! cute rite?
man.....those were the times.....

Dazzing On The Past Part 2

hey yo yo... juz wanna say,hapi berfday tasha!!!itz her berfday today.^-^
anywayz,me juz bing bored at home again rite now.
n by bing bored i tink of the past...again...

well 1st of all,gonna miss abdillah shafiq.(me sec skool fwen.)
he skool at MDIS n he got onli a 1 year study.(his mother force him join sia...wth?)nxt year he straight away go NS sia...goodbye for 2 years.
hes one of me closest fwen last time.he understands me feelings n all.i rilli appreciate him as bing a good fwen.
good luk man!hope to c'ya soon again.

hah!i tink u guys do noe my fav animal are cats rite?it sort of didnt start out tat way at 1st
.u c,i tink i was 2 or 3 years old.me family went to malaysia to visit me (late)granma house at kluang.(in johor area.)
one day in the mornin,me father took me n me lil bro to the back alley of the house.yeap,there was a cat.it was me 1st close encounter wif one.me mother foloed us too n she got a cam along.
so,me father took me n me lil bro closer to the cat.sweet enuf it didnt run away but instead came a lil bit closer to us.
me father told us tat it iz a cat.he den letz me lil bro try to touch it 1st.i was oledi scared n hid behind me fathers back!haha!!!weird eh?i was scared!i got a pix of tiz scene.(maybe i'll put it up on me nxt post.)
but den after seeing me lil bro touch it n seems to be nothin out of the ordinary happenin,i plucked up me courage slowly to try n touch it.
i started wif one finger onli la n tatz it for tat day.it came rubbin n purrin on me fathers legs n i quikly took a few steps back.haha!now i tink of it,its quite funny sia!^-^
den soon time after time i finally got used to the cats.took me a few months i tink.i started to find them damn cute n was den listed as my number one fav animal!

juz to tell u guyz,in pri skool,it was a horrid time.tat time i got hurt n was sent to the hospital so many times!the kkh hopital was like me 2nd home den.
but to be honest,i miss stayin there.got few new fwenz,chillin on bed all day.
eat lotz of foods like,fried noodles,fried rice,pizza,burger,western breakfast....damn those foodz.....even better,itz all nearly everyday!
i tink the longest i've spent in there was like nearly 2 weeks!
damn!!!those were the dayz...
i oso got til kena use a cast on me rite leg sia.the docs tink i fracture a lil in me ankle.it was on for 3 weeks i tink...irritatin sia.lol

not too sure wat else bout me past as half me life is borin n blurred...but there mite be sumthin.well u guyz juz gonna wait if theres gonna be a part 3 to tiz segment.

sayonara!!! ^-^

Blessthefall-Black Rose Dying Lyrikz

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor

With my heart, my skin, my kiss

Stand back, drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed

With my heart, my skin, my kiss

This blade it feels so cold, baby hold me while, I'm shaking,

This knife has pierced my soul, I sit alone while, I'm shaking

And yes I'll laugh out loud, with blind eyes, I'm shaking...

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor

Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me

Stand back, drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed

Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me...

This blade it feels so cold, baby hold me while, I'm shaking,

This knife has pierced my soul, I sit alone while, I'm shaking,

And yes I'll laugh out loud, with blind eyes I'm shaking...

Take me out of this place...

Take me out of this place...

Out, take me out, take me out, take me... out

Out, take me out, take me out, take me out...

Take me, take me, take me... out

(bunch of unrecognized screams)

Gouge out your eyes, pull your heart to the floor

With my heart, my skin, my kiss

Stand back, drop to your knees, I'll stand back as you bleed

Sweetness loves me, tastes me, hears me

Wait for them to come on in and take you, away from me again

Wait for them to come on in and take you, black rose dying

Escape The Fate-There's No Symphaty For The Dead Lyrikz

Oh my god, I have the remedy for love

I struck the glass and broke the bones inside my fist, but I'm ok

I cannot change you (I cannot change you)

you'll never change (you'll never change)

I never would expect to break this in the end

Something so profound, something you won't expect

take this scripture like a picture and wear it around your neck

the sky it opens up

don't get swallowed by the flames

what's mine is yours and yours is mine so take me away

you hear the sounds, they're carried out

there's no sympathy for the dead

it swells and I, was never the same

there's no sympathy for the dead

we dance like zombies do in the middle of the rain

we see the stones falling from the sky (on fire)

the blinding light beaming from your eyes (our desire)

life has died, yet we're still alive and down below

a sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave, wave

I cannot change you

you'll never change (you'll never change)

I never would expect to break this in the end

I can't breathe

wake up from this nightmare that I'm in

dive into a holy river and wash away my sins

as I reach (sanctified) the surface of the water now

I will breathe and burn out my eyes

you hear the sounds, they're carried out

there's no sympathy for the dead

it swells and I, was never the same

there's no sympathy for the dead

we dance like zombies do in the middle of the rain

we see the stones falling from the sky (on fire)

the blinding light beaming from your eyes (our desire)

life has died, yet we're still alive and down below

a sea of damned crashing like a tidal wave, wave

So take the medicines to quench the pain we have

and walk until the end, until you've reached the sand

a hundred thousand wings, soaring through the sky

at intense speeds, we can't catch with our eyes

you hear the sounds of a third carried out

just wait (just wait)

you hesitate

I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss

I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist (you hesitate)

I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss

I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist (you hesitate)

I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss (There's no sympathy for the dead)

I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist (you hesitate)

I have the remedy to this poisonous kiss (There's no sympathy for the dead)

I struck the glass, it shatters bones in my fist

You hesitate

There's no sympathy for the dead

(You hesitate)

[x3]

Dazzing On The Past

rilli bored at home sia...everyday playin com onli.haha!
itz times like these tat makes me wanna daze around bout the past i haf...
few interestin ones too.now letz c...where do i began?

it was so long ago tat me n me cuzzins went out togeter for a holiday or a piknik...the last i could remember was onli in the pix i haf in the cupboard.i was still around 4 years old i tink?man it was the best times i've eva had.we went overseas,resorts,chalets n zoos togeter.
muhd,afan,riduan,hakim...we all still cute2 one.haha!!^-^
but now...those were juz distant memories...
nowadayz,our family nvr had any more outings like those anymore.
i rilli miss those times.juz wish all wuld be how they used to be 10 years ago.(approximately...)

den when i was in primary skool,the time we all still bodoh-bodoh la,i ate chinese food once...i tink i ate pork sia.
O.O
c'mon la,i was still 7 n i dun even noe watz at the back of my house yet.in other words i dunno anithin at all...lol
if i not wrong,to me they taste a lil bit like beef or mutton but wif a texture of chiken.....hmm...interesting...
now i noe i wont eva eat them again la.

nxt on the 1st day of me sec skool...i saw her n it was luv at 1st sight~~~
til now shes juz a fwen wif me.we still kip contact of cos.n yea now she oledi noes.i tink...
the 1st 2 years i had wif her around was sort of a nitemare.i was so bad as to get a relationship started.now 4 years past,i change meself n learn from my mistakes so i tink i mite noe wat to do wif future contacts.

another of me past i dun even wanna remember...lol
i was about 2 or 3 years old,i was lost at tamp afghan area there.i dunno la i juz got separated from my parents juz like tat one.man i was still a baby.haha!!
now i ok oledi la.i 17 oledi i noe my wayz around.tat place is much smaller last time den i expacted last time.lol

well i tink tatz all the facts i'm tellin u peepz now.if u guyz wanna noe more facts of my past,juz tell me on my tagboard n i'll c wat i can do bout it.
well,peace out ya'll!!!smile positively alwayz! ^-^



a word from rawker:
see tings in a different way.keep urself open-minded at all times.it helps rilli well in ur life.

Letz Juz Walk Around

ola peepz!
ouh kayz...today me went out wif me fwenz.as usual we hangin around tamp area onli la.
1st of all i met up wif shaun at burger king.bloody fool oledi fin his breakfast...

den later on we went to tamp mall arcade n met up wif fiz n izz there.we den go watch movie 1st at a 12pm show time.
we watched the four christmasses.itz not a bad show.quite okay actually.(u were luky itz not bad shaun...or else...)

anywayz at nearly 2pm like tat later on the show fin oledi.so we play at the arcade for awhile la.
after tat we go kfc to eat.den fairuz came.
so den we try to decide watz nxt.pool or lan?well we go play lan for an hour like tat.itz bin so long since we played togeter.an hour of counter strike.haha!!

den after tat we go safra.met jeremy(me ite fwen) in the bus on the way.he oso wan go play pool sia.den at safra there the pool gamez were all full!!!tanx shaun...juz for u ar...we go back to tamp mall to chill out.instead of gettin on a bus to go back,we walk all the way there.tired...

but den at tamp mall oledi shaun has to go meet his fwen.(u scoundrel lil razcal...lol)
so we parted for awhile.we den decided to find shaun n his 'fwen' later on.
hard time to find tat kid.we had to split up juz to find him.now i noe wat it feels like to be a policeman undercover.haha!!

later when we found him we stayed n chatted awhile.after tat we go home oledi la.shish!a lot of walkin sia today.

fuh~~~



a word from rawker:
dreams are better den reality.work hard for ur dreams to come through so it'll be the best reality eva.

Disappointed n Frustrated

sad no more chalet oledi.....

T-T wonder y???

angry cos the lil devil stole me money!!!fuk him!!!

Aaaarrrggghhh!!!!!

(chill.....)



a word from rawker:
peace no war!!!(muz be runnin out of ideas of wat to say oledi....-.-")

Fwd : Tagged Game

Regulations of this quiz is:

-peepz whom haf bin tagged must write their answers on their blogs n replace any questions tat they dislike wif a new question formulated by them.
-tag 5 peepz to go tiz quiz n those whom r tagged cant refuse.
-these peepz muz state hu they were tagged by n cant tag the peep they were tagged by.
-continue tiz game by sendin it to other peepz.

tagged by : abu ayang


q:if u had 3 wishes,wat will tat be?

1)to be wif fwenz alwayz.
2)to haf all the riches available.
3)to live life wifout much hardships.

q:did u eva tink to urself n wonder if ur rilli real?

1)a few times i tink i dont exist before but i am pretty much for real.

q:r u afraid of wat lies ahead of u?

1)nvr!
2)cuz i believe tingz will alwayz be better in the future from watz happenin now.

q:wuld u change urself for the peep u luv?

1)alwayz n will be.

q:do u believe in luv?

1)i spent half my life droolin for the onez i luv.
2)lol ^-^
3)in other wordz,of cos.

q:how long do u intend to wait for sumone u rilli luv?

1)hard to say...

q:if the peep u secretly luv iz oledi attached,wat will u do?

1)i am a guardian angel...

q:iz there anithin tat made u unhapi these dayz?

1)my health probz.

q:do u get butterflies in ur stomach wheneva ur around the gurl/guy u like?

1)last time lotz!
2)now still abit but oso sort off rarely.

q:haf u eva not bin able to get sumone out of ur head?

1)yea once...n it hurtz...
2)can barely sleep!
3)i even cried for her!(i'm not tellin u peepz hu she iz.juz a clue,sumone from long ago...)

q:hu r currently the most important peepz in ur life rite now?

1)me fwenz r 1st on the list.
2)followed by me family.

q:r u hapi wif ur life?

1)yup yup yup!!!

q:wuld u gif ur all in a relationship?

1)me fwenz told me i looked like a very romantic peep.
2)of cos i'll gif me all.^-^

q:wat type of fwenz do u like?

1)all types,except those tat backstabz n dosent trust each other n tingz like tat.

q:wat will u look at 1st when u 1st set eye on a gurl/guy?

1)i'll look at their attitude 1st n hope will get along well enuf for the rest of our lifez...

q:if ur luver betrayed u,wat will ur reaction be?

1)make'em realise their mistakes no matter wat it takes.
2)den if they do realise it n iz very sori,i'll giv'em another chance.


the peepz i tagged:
-steffi
-jerry
-khidir
-muhd/syukri
-sean
juz in case if some nvr play tiz,i'll tag a few more,
-shaun
-dino



a word from rawker:
if ur bored for the entire day,go play com games 24/7.it works for me...lol.

The Best Last Day~~~

yo peepz! todayz such a great day u noe!
now,letz begin from tiz mornin~~~~~

in the mornin wake up early den play wif com.den later go skool.dunno y but suddenly decided to take 69 to go to skool as i oso nid to top up me kard.
den in bus met up wif khidir. luky...
tatz when i tink tat itz gonna be a great day today.

in skool later on onli got bensonz klass to do the test of the term.onli one hour sia.i did quite well on the test too.tanx to khidir for some help.^-^

den later at noon we(me,khidir,abu,steffi,nisa n nunu) go century square to eat n meet muhsin there.(itz all planned)
den later nunu n nisa go bak 1st.so the rest of us go tamp mall to chill out la.we oso help sin find a kard for his gf as itz his 1 month anniversary 2molo.(so sweet...)
den later on we try find place to chill.tatz when we took the pix above.
we oso go toys'r'us n had lotz of laughz!sin made an ernie hand puppet tok!we got a vid of it.u wanna c it?go to me fwenz abu blog link on the rite of me blog.itz in one post.i tellin u man,itz cute n funny! hahax!!!

itz such a great way to spend time togeter on the last day of skool...

den later on we all go home la.
it was fast when nite emerges.me parentz finally came bak from batam!n they got loadz of food wif them man!sweet!!!
letz c....we haf,
pizza, (from batamz pizza hut)
donuts, (oso from batam)
chikenz, (i kook one)
n a burger from me fatherz yesterdayz lunch. (lol.)

n now i oso got new shirtz!i plannin on wearin them on the chalet dayz tatz comin in two weeks!(i tink itz two weekz...)sweet man! now i cant wait for the day!

n if anyonez wonderin,me cramp iz hell lot better oledi.but i still walk funny...lmao!
itz such a sweet n great day today!so hapi....

(i tink i've made up my mind...)

a word from rawker:
u muz alwayz be tankful wif wateva the tingz u haf.remember,there are alwayz otherz tatz less fortunate den u are.

Average Day n Vid Test

hey peepz,todayz juz an average day for borin old me...
u noe,many didnt come to skool today cos some got camp n otherz juz m.i.a.
i went to skool late today juz to chill wif me injury.
did a lil revision for the final test tiz thursday(the last day of skool!).
n tinkin of skippin skool 2molo(time to heal me leg!sort off...).
after gettin bak from skool chill under the blok for awhile for a breathe of fresh air.
den go alans place awhile to chat den go home n chill wif the com.
actually itz juz a quiet borin day...

nvm,herez a vid(juz testin 1st!) which is shuld be quite funny...
sparta techno remix!enjoy!

a word from rawker:
wat dosent stop u will onli makes u stronger.so dont give up no matter wat the situations are!
(where did i come up wif tiz stuffz???)

100th,Raye,Pain n An Idiot I Nvr Tot Existed

100th,

yoyo peepz!
finally i've reached me 100th post for the blog!!!
haha!!tiz calls for a celebration!
except me dunnoe wat to do...(lol)

Raye,

anywayz,today(at nite) in the muslim calender iz counted as a monday nite.
n it hapi well happens to be hari raya aidiladha!!!
to me muslimz palz,fwenz n peepz,
slamat ari raye ya'll!!!

well me cuzzys r comin tomolo for the visit.sort of lookin forward for'em.

Pain,

the dayz will be great onli if i wasnt hurt n all.shit....
yeap.i still got the cramp on me left hip.now i cant even walk properly.rilli exhausting juz holdin onto the pain and all u noe.but i haf faith tat god will help me live it through.
hei sean! guess wat pal? i walk nearly exactly like u now! aint tat funny?
hahax!!!
well i'll take it as my part to feel some of others pain n miseries for them.

An Idiot I Nvr Tot Existed

well if some of u actually cheked out me tagboard,theres an idiot hu tinks he ownz the world!
hahax!
itz all kool.i juz laugh in the face of tiz idiot.the geeks codename iz "protecting metal".
guess wat?hes tellin me not to listen to me fav genres of muzix.aint tat stupid?haha!!
u peepz tink,wat kind of person goin around other peepz blogs n listen to wat muzix we haf n say we cant hear them at all?
u c wat i mean when i say he tinks he is god?allz kool as i juz laugh at him.i nvr tot an idiot as such even exists!out of all the thousand peepz i noe or pass by,tiz ones a first. lol
and now the guy iz callin me bad namez...hahax!!!
watz the use!? tatz sumthin stupid to do.if u wanna y dont u take a voodoo doll of me n kill it instead?hahax!!!

anywayz all i can do iz to juz play along since i'm bored most of the times.
a guyz gotta do wat a guyz gotta do.

hey "protecting metal",if ur readin tiz post,plis stop bing a poser of a muzix luver.yea u read it rite!a poser of muzix luver!if ur tellin otherz not to listen to their fav muzix,ur not worthy of a name "protecting metal".we muzix luvers stick togeter n respects each others choices n decisions.wat if another ass came by to u suddenly one day n say,"stop listenin to metal la u noob!"
u not hapi rite?so dont butt in a tell anyone wat we shuld not listen too.
ur either juz a looser or n ass tat haf no life at all.hahax!!!yea i'm laughin at u!
juz bing honest here.

well,i tink me post gonna be till here 1st.i got stuffz to do n all u noe?
so c'yas!



a word from rawker:
everyone is different.so live with it!you cant make them who you want them to be(unless if they're robots or mindless zombies. lol ^-^) its what makes us individuals so speacial and happening.

My Left Sidez Fadin...

hey peepz...
today got a short skool for me.juz for some of u guyz there,there iz april cheong lesson n p.e. lesson.

anywayz,since i was hurt n cramped up rilli bad,i onli went to skool for half an hour to show teacher my groups project results.
now i feelin under the weather,
stupid cramp,
n a headache!

even better itz all on the left side of my body!!!
wth?
god i noe i made bad stuffz but plizzz....
tiz iz too exhausting...i cant last much longer...
lukyly enuf tomolo no skool.a long weekend to rest or forcing meself to get better.
damn my head hurtz.....
letz c...i'm now onli at me 30% best on health.
bloody rain adds more to my problem...

feelin so bad n pissed off wif meself...fuk...
juz hope i get all better b4 nxt weekend...so long peepz.i nid a breather...

a word from rawker:
laughter iz the best medicine for pain,sadness n anger!

A Bad Feelin...

i dunnoe y but i feel as if sumthin iz rilli wrong...
i dont tink i can trust tiz person so i haf a feelin tat i gotta kip n eye on tat person.
i juz hope tat peep iz careful n dosent mix around wif the wrong bunch.
it made me feel rilli worried too.
to you,i hope u r careful of tiz persons action.i haf a bad feelin bout the peep tat ur meetin as if the peepz a bad news.
the time i gotta spill the beans iz drawin closer.....
hope everythin was fine...



a word from rawker:
you are wat you do.the tings you do depends on wat kind of person you rilli are.ask ur closest ones wat are ur bad sides n take action by changing ur bad attitude bit by bit so tat you are a better person to the ones you asked.

Gettin Wet Hurtz...

juz got back from skool n stuffz...
had a nitemare when goin back juz now... T-T

actually from skool we den planned to go to pasir ris but made a pit stop at tampines afghan tanx to nunu...
it was rainin damn heavy tat time too.so we(me,abu,zura,nisa n nunu) had to run through the rain to get to the nearest toilets.
it was so damn slippery man...lost a slipper of mine n i gotta get it back.
after we finish wif wateva we do in the toilet,we ran back to the bus stop.
den it happened.
i ran,i slipped,i fell n hurt my head.
tankfully it wasnt serious at all but man it hurtz!now i got a big bump on me head n a lil cut on me finger.
well like they say no pain,no game.
but den i realised sumthin,it went back into my mind n Deja Vu...
i dreamt of the entire event before a few yearz back.weird~~~

in the bus,we're all wet n stuff but hu cares.when we reached pasir ris,we went straight to donut empire n bought ourselves a donut each.
well alot happened n itz still rainin when we went back home.
rite now all iz kool.the rain stopped.

tatz it for now...ouch!!!the bump on me head felts so obvious.....



a word from rawker:
everythin happens for a reason.if good tingz happen,u did sumthin good b4.if sumthin bad happens,itz sumthin u get for doin sumthin bad.

Funny Crampz

tok no evil,see no evil,hear no evil n smell no evil!hahax!!!hey ya'll.how r u peepz today?
my dayz all kool for now.letz c...updatez on wat i'm doin in me life now.

nearly finish wif me projectz.haha!
but still got lotz of complicationz.damn...
tiz was actually nothin...in our 2nd year in ite,there would be hell lot more projects comin our way!!!

shit!!!

o well...
now in bensonz klass waitin for me klassmatez to fin their klass assignment while some of us r juz havin fun.juz now in leez klass got online test ar.i tink i got 100%!(chey~~~)
after takin the test,nearly the entire klass watch their own ting on youtube.lol.
all damn free one.haha!
i showed dino a nice kool n funny beatbox vid while dino showed us n well,nearly the entire klass the vid on the worlds largest pimple!fuck man!it was so gross!!! lmao!!!
n abu was watchin ghost pix n videos.oooooooo..........
it was a funny day rilli.but it would onli be better if i didnt haf the cramp i got from nearly 10 dayz ago...haizzz...

actually gotta concentrate more on projectz now.
so yea peepz,gotta go n tc ya'll! ^-^



a word from rawker:
for every advantages,theres alwayz a disadvantages in everythin n everyone...tatz wat made everythin so special.

Trio Fun

hey ya'll!
today was great.in the mornin me fwenz khidir n abu came to me place to "do" our project.

at 1st khidir came 1st in the mornin.while waitin for abu we cheked out the net to kill time.(if ur tinkin dirty,ur sick...)
den later abu came,we still chekin out the net.den we sort of decided to wait for steffi to come.but den she call us sayin she cant make it.well itz ok.

so we did a lil n juz c wat us guyz got for the project.after tat we went out for lunch.
after fillin up ourselves, we went back to my place n hang out more.
we den watch a dvd movie.(again,if ur tinkin dity,ur rilli sick.....)

itz fun to haf company to enjoy wif.
den at 6pm the party endz.the guyz gotta go n i'm left alone at home again.
me lil bro went taunt for the day.yeap...second day of home alone.
dont haf much to do.rilli bored.

nvm la.juz go wif the flow.juz do wateva there iz to do lor.
well c'ya on the nxt post.
peace out!!! ^-^



a word from rawker:
trust me,fwenz r the greatest power u will eva haf.treasure them wif everythin u got.

A Day Wif Nearly No Energy

itz about midnite now.
so not too sure if itz friday or saturday.
well anywayz,today iz the 1st day of home alone.in the mornin me parents went off to malaysia.den soon abu came by for our lil project work.
me lil bro went out of cos.so den at 1pm like tat i went out to folo abu to meet up wif the rest of the gang for their project.i was there to make sure tingz r alrite n oso to kill time durin the entire day.
u c,wif all these goin on,i got no time to drink or eat.yeap.all the way til 7pm since tiz mornin.lol.
i was damn tired n sleepy durin the afternoon.
still,tingz r kool as alwayz.survived the entire daylight wif nothin n celebrate by eatin kfc at nite.
all conflictz r over if u guyz r wonderin.the major n the minor.we juz nid teamwork n understandin peepz.tiz way we'll suceed all the way!
anywayz,when i got home at nite,it was still early.i tot i was gonna spend the nite alone.
shuld haf tot better...

-.-"

i was wrong.me lil bro called n we've got company.bright side of tingz?

dun haf to spent the entire darkday alone at home.haha!
(to be honest i was slightly scared of stayin home alone at nite.u noe,my area iz a lil infamous for certain reasons.)

well now gonna try to stay on till tomolo.wat to do ar?
i haf my wayz.mite be a lil borin.but alls kool.at least therez oledi several laughterz in the house.
well.tatz it for now i tink.dunnoe wat else to say.



a word from rawker:
u shuld noe watz rite n watz wrong.to me,i alwayz do the rite stuffz but oso limit meself wif the wrong stuffz.so yea,i onli did wrong stuffz for fun stuffz.(NOTE:i limited the wrong fun stuffz so itz onli a joke to all.) ^-^

One Down Another Arises : Code = {Peacemaker}

hey ya'll!
its a good day today.it seems tings gets better today from yesterday.
i now realise tat i onli nid to control n maintain the feelingz of one n the otherz had taken care of the other.tiz mornin we all ate togeter.no distance iz gonna happen tiz time.still,the other iz still abit distance but did try to make an effort to be togeter.
alls well tat ends well?
too early.
since tiz prob is comin to an end n gettin better slowly,another prob arises.
tiz one iz sumthin else.makin us all hard to belive n keep a trust in them.
tiz iz gonna take a feew more times but at least tiz nxt prob ain't too severe.its kinda minor rilli.
hopin for all tiz bastards to c the light n stay an angel for long.
no two face,no excuses,no prob causing.
peace to all,no war.

one more ting,my lappy cosin me probz again...wtf...
now cant use it properly.at least internet still can.

i tink i'll leave it at here for now.



a word from rawker:
dont care wat peepz say.they say bad tings bout u means their jealous of u.cos ur a better person den they are.(now tatz positive tinkin. XD )

Broken Up : Code = {Peacemaker}

today wasnt as kool as alwayz.
everythin mite change as i c somethin i do not wish to in tat peep.
but i tink i've made up my mind.
fuked up.broken ties.not enuf time.
i can nvr c the one the same again but i gotta stay kool n go wif the flow to live hapily.
it seems i got more negativity to save within me in the casket chamber;the chamber i wished to onli open when necessary.
gotta stay focus n playz it kool.

i tink a new slogan iz about to emerge:

"to haf lesser/no fwenz in life is worst den to haf no muzix in life"

those hu noes me noes how much i nid muzix.but yea,havin no fwenz is worst.muzix is nothin if u got no one to share'em wif.
i hope one day u'll realise tat ur the one in the wrong.i hope u change for the better so peepz will care more for u den we oledi do.itz hard for me to help if u kip on denyin the factz.

cant rilli do much for now.one oledi tryin to get on good termz n realize their bad but the other still tryin to findin fault.kill ur ego idiot.den everythin will be better for everyone.
rilli dissappointed in u.u were someone i can count on n trust.it all change since now not onli me but plenty more noticed tat ur a two face.

realise ur mistake.be more open-minded.i guranteed u itz not gonna be easy doin so but it will help to make everyone a better person.includin urself...



a word from rawker:
remember to alwayz stay positive.ur negativity destroys all tat u own.....

Conflict Solver : Code = {Peacemaker}

big thingz happenin today.
my worst fearz appeared n itz a big impact on me life.
it happened b4 n i onli managed to limit the damage.
now i haf no idea how it will turn out tiz time.
itz rilli bad tat i cant handle it alone again.

wat the hell iz wrong wif u guyz???
lettin tiz kind of tings inbetween our friendship n cosin us all to break up?
seriously,u guyz shuld look at urselves 1st b4 sayin anyhow.
i had onli heard one side of the story.now all i nid iz the other side of the story from u.
den i'll c how i can try to help out in all these mess.

i noe more bout u guyz den u tink.tanx to someone i got my eyes on u guyz some of the times n i can c watz happenin.wat u said to them r not totally true.ur tryin to pull peepz to ur side onli to say tat ur rite.well i've seen n known watz happenin.
both of u r so in the wrong.one onli tink about themselves wif no trust in otherz n the other has no emotional control tat coses so much probs to those around one.

tiz iz wat i c in the two for now.i dont mean to be bad to anyone but i will not side on either one too.both r at fault.but wat i noe iz tat one will chill down n wanz to be togeter while the other wont coz of their own big ego!

i was a "peacemaker" b4.look like luk calls upon me once again to try help out.
i dont like to c the onez i noe breakin up.it coses me to feel guilty n i muz help 'em out no matter wat.i can nvr stay in one spot n keep quiet while all these commotion r happenin.

n yea i noe i looked all kool,chill,hapi n relax.but tatz onli the outside.like a fwen sayz b4,there r pain behind every smiles n u guyz haf no idea how bad i'm feelin now on the inside.

well tiz iz all i got for today.mite had missed out some detailz due to unstable tinkin n all.so much happened....
rilli wanted all these rubbish to end quikly so instead we all can haf fun again like how we all use to haf.no broken friendships r gonna happened.no connection gonna be broken.hope everythin will be back to normal again.

god plis help.i dont wan anithin to happen to us group so it'll stay the way it use to be for a long time.

Friday Nite Party!!!

technically itz oledi mornin on saturday.but ouh well,
yeap!i went out wif the gang n we had loadz of fun.nak cari seluar abu pun dah tak jadi.haizzz...
anywayz,after walkin around city hall for so long,we went lepak at the hang out from last week again.the peepz tat were around were me,abu,kid,efa,nunu,lynn,sin n lynnz fwenz.we took quite an amount of pix...

haizz...malas nak cerita ape jadi.panjang cerita pendek,we go eat,den jln2,den lepak,den jln2 lagi,den lepak,den go home!
so juz haf a look at the pix i got n enjoy!lynn n palz!!!

sry eh lynn.tiz iz all i got to put up on me blog for ur grabbing.

after a long nite,i am tired.so bye2 n c'ya peepz again soon!
2molo i go seanz place GHing again i tink...