Crashing The World To Dustz

i'll juz take tiz chance to spring out as much feelinz from my chamber as much as possible...
u noe,these past dayz,i had so much stuffz n shit in my mind. the stuffz i kept on wonderin all the time? i tell u after tiz prequel.

the prequel of my mind:
in my life,i was a quiet one. alwayz from young. not talkative at all. so when i am around other peepz in one korner of the group,the other peepz alwayz sumtimez wonder wat am i tinkin. well peepz,herez ur chance to take a peek at watz inside.

the story of my mind:
as i was sayin,therez alot of tingz i alwayz tink. 1st example,when can i let all my bad feelingz out? when i go mad(angry mad not crazy mad)? when i cry? when i die? den it bringz me to another topic in me. wat will happen if i loose control? will i kill? will i show no mercy to the receiving end? i'm alwayz a bright positive guy. nvr rilli get angry much at all in my entire life u noe. i sumtimez wonder when i rilli can go all out at an enemy.

2nd example,the list of hu to care for in life. hmmm..... in my list,the most important onez tat i'll seriously die for are,

1)my girlfriend (if i haf one...-_-")
2)all my close friendz
3)other peepz tat i noe well enuf
4)sadly strangerz around me
5)myself
6)my family

u mite be wonderin wat freakin ass wuld put family as last on the list of hu to care for 1st. i'm hapi enuf to tell u all! the freakin ass has one of the worst,over-exaggerated,pain,too much luv till drowned,too protactive,not given enuf trust at all,not shown 'proper' care or luv,damn irritatin family memberz(either too stupid or juz fukin irritatin),curfewed dayz everyday(like kena control),hit wif every negative impactz up,down,left n rite,family feudz,not enuf proper attention n damn swey kind of life. therez more but it'll take up too much time.

3rd example,when am i gettin my true n only one... i haf the feelingz of bing ready. jealous of wat i c around me,i dream of the day n hoped,"itz kool,she'll b there 2molo." wif a smile on my face wich iz hiding all those feelingz wich hurtz everyday. yes everyday...

4th example,y cant more peepz be more like me? i'm easy going,positive n manageable in wateva tatz thrown at me. some peepz i noe r nottin but a bunch of cowardz. they're too afraid to make tingz easier in life n they juz do it the hard way wich coses stress,confusion,pain,hate,negativity n most likely all of it.

ok,now i'm juz bored rite now. ankle still hurtz n......wait,there seemz to be another.

5th example,y am i unhealthy? peepz from outside will look at me like i am 100% fit. ur wrong! i am not at 100% at all. all i can manage iz 70% of everythin i got everyday. most of the time alwayz lesser den 70%. y am i burdened wif tiz pain? does sumthin bad happened if i am at 100%? will i be superman if i am not sick? (lolz for bing superman) i want to be like everyone else. fit n active. i'm no good wif my brain u noe. n they say tat if ur physical iz bad,den mental iz ur power. n vice-versa. actually my mantel iz good(one the best rilli) but not in education wich iz the foundation to everythin in tiz world... shish!!!

ok fuk it! tatz all i spillin out for now. i'm hapi to answer if u peepz ask. but of cos no one will ask.(eyez lookin upwardz...) like no one will listen to me when i wanna speak out. nah i dont mind. i'm kool enuf as it iz. bing left out alone durin some stuffz n ignored at critical momentz when i haf all the answerz. tanx peepz!

the sequel of my mind:
if i left sumthin in ur mind to tink about at the end of tiz post,feel free to tok to me bout it if itz neccassary enuf. i am too damned open minded. haha! so share wif me anithin n i'll set it all straight.

peace out ya'll! say hello to ur iguanaz for me! (lolz! wth? haha!)

Luky Tonite? {Got It Part 8}

after a week or two i finally am able to upload the pix from long ago. heng ar blogger iz ok for now... or else dunno when else gonna put these up.
so den peepz,enjoy tiz long ago pix.
tiz one iz from yesterday after trainin at bishan ite.






the rest of the pix above are from the time i went slackin at city hall wif tasha,sheila n anna n at marina stepz wif the usual gangz. finally they're up...

well,now juz chillin at home. feel so lazy today n for tomolo too. shuld i go out 2molo or not eh?
letz juz hope blogger wont giv probz again after tiz...

Training To Intertain Guestz

haizzz...used photobucket to upload thiz pix.

anywayz,momentz ago i juz got bak from a great day outdoorz. today tanx to abu,i woke up at 5am in the mornin. met up wif him at 6am n we went to pasir ris to get on a bus to get to bishan straight while meetin up wif fiq onboard. reached there early so we go mac n eat breakfast.
met up wif nisa n zura there. den we went to bishan ite for the trainin. met up wif steffi,nunu n lynn there. the trainin den began n all the way till it was about 6pm. damn long sia. but the good ting iz tat we're all legal colleaguez for the singapore f1 grand prix! most of us are chosen as standby crew. not bad la cos we guarantee get at least $165 for the dayz doin nottin sia! hehe~~~
now me n the gang juz cant wait till the day for us to work. i wonder how i gonna do bout it yea?
after trainin,me,abu,nunu,nisa,lynn n zura go eat at ljs at junction 8 there. of cos it was small n cramp sia. den me,lynn,abu n nunu go slack nearby. itz kool except we got irritatin momentz wif each otherz cosed by stress n all. wth sia? bising siol!

so at 9pm we all decided to go bak. past secretz revealed n i felt lighter for abit. ^-^
still,my mind iz clouded about the other totz in my mind bout how he iz...
ouh well. all tiz bad cloud will begone soon. so juz chill out n relax. long weekend ahead. nottin to do sia. n mr blogger sir,FIX URSELF OLEDI!!!

chious!

Dark Historiez Revealed

blogger still sux like hell.....

a post too important to skip...

well,itz bin quite sumtime since hez here. juz momentz ago he'd left to try n get bak into his own home. these sure are dark depressing timez.

juz rilli hit me on my nerves havin to go through all tiz hell. after the story was told of the family feud,it soundz like bullshit to me!
wished him luk n safe journey to heal self. (ape aku bebual ni? lolz.)

so,today i skipped skool so as to chill out my achin ankle. hehe...
in the evenin juz now my work juz called me. so tomolo the trainin beganz. the sain ting iz tat it started at 8am! haf to wake up damn early in the mornin sia to go to bishan ite. haizzz...

y cant the world b plain cheerful n happy wifout all these depressin n cloudy momentz in life? god to test our soulz? sumtimez itz juz bing overdone to pissed us off. tiz iz y i will fite bak...

sidetracked~~~

still staring at the flower within all these debrises,i was halted by a big bang behind me. it seems the war wasn't really over. i turned around and found a gigantic mechanical monster standing there infront of me. the odds are bad now. but thanks to the liight from the lone flower,i decided it's time to strike back the evil forces of darkness surrounding me with a hundred and ten percent of everything i've lived for. i ran towards it while grabbing on a long metal pole rod nearby. a fight for the right life has begun... i fear death,but it dosen't mean i can't fight it back.

Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince Review

the 6th movie of harry potter has gone out to the big screens! i had cheked it out n itz actually not as good as the last onez. abit dry but itz still worth watchin.
actually,the entire show iz juz a summary on how voldermort began and how dumbledore ended wif harry stuck in the middle.
not as much action as the last 5 moviez,missin few scenez from the book wich are not in the movie,alot of tokin but there are oso partz tatz juz hilarious.

my ratingz?

7 out of 10

if u wanna c how voldermort came to power and how it all endz for dumbledore,how harryz n ronz luv life turnz out n the tingz tat happenz inbetween all tat havoc,go on for it but from wat i hear,u could get bored in the cinema watchin it.

if ur harryz fan,go on! itz kool enuf as it addz info to the entire plot.
enjoy!

Retard Freak Ass

blogger juz rilli sux nowadayz wif all itz postin probz~~~

Better Den I Tot!

itz workin!!!!!

well guyz,i juz got bak half an hour ago from the outin juz now! it was so damn awesome man!
the tingz tat goez my way n full of enjoyment! of cos it was oso tirin but itz one of the best outinz eva!!!
haha! hapi rite now tat blogger onli workz correctly rite now n i had the best fun outdoorz!

so herez the story yo!

ok so i got out abit early bout 3.30pm to lil india to meet up wif tasha n sheila 1st. i had nottin to do at home anywayz so y not go out early 1st?
when i reached there,i was actually 1st. hmmm... den sheila came. funz we had. ^-^
den tasha iz nxt. dunno wat to do yet so us three decided to go eat at rafflez hospital in bugis while waitin for anna to come nxt.
and tiz iz where the photo shootz began! sheila,
my lunch,
nice eh?

den after eatin we go meet up wif anna wich iz juz sumwhere nearby. bumped into my old klassmatez hyder n alip bob sumwhere round tat time too. so when the 4 of us are oledi togeter,we all go city hall. the gurlz wantz to go to the peranakan museum there.
i'm juz a speacial escort while waitin for the rest of the gang to be there in city hall. hehe...

so den the cam startz to snap again. tanx gurlz for carin for me n hang out wif me til itz time for me to go! ^-^ sry for the troublez too!
tasha n sheila,
anna,

half an hour bing togeter den itz time for me to go n meet up wif the otherz.
went all the way to meet up wif nunu 1st at the mrt area there. tanx to traffic trouble sin n abu came rilli late nxt. so den we all went off to the marina bay area. at the stepz where peepz usually hang out. after awhile,lynn n mario finally came. since we're still chillin n all, y not snap time again?

abu sey!!!

bing a lil baddy n took free shotz of sin n nunu. hehe... sry guyz!
tiz iz mario,lynnz bf.
i had a seaweed shaker friez!
afterwardz,efa turned up nxt n joined the lepak gang. goez snap2 again!
nunu n efa,
abu,
sin,
nunu again,
tanx efa. at least itz not too bad lookin.
mario,

lynnz,

so after tat efa n nunu went off 1st. young preety ladiez cant stay out too late now can they? chey~~~

tiz iz the time when we started to play uno kardz. wat else do u expact? hang out alwayz need to play a game or two. haha! after few satisfyin gamez,we had a photoshoot again.

after tat we went off our seperate wayz. me,abu n sin go one way n lynn n mario goez the other.
got on the last bus bak n soon here i am now.
there'll be alot more pix soon after i take it all from the otherz. so make sure to stand by to be there n c it all!

c'ya soon guyz! tired oledi after the koolest day n stuffz. ^-^

sidetracked~~~

walking through the remains of the war zone,everything seems dead and none existance. but there is a spot in all that darkness which was shining and alive. i went on to figure out what is there. as i came closer,it was one of the most beautiful things i've seen so far. a white flower blooming alone in all the rampaged land and dusts. i stared at it for a moment and looked over it for awhile...

Tight And Precise

still,tiz sux... but therez sumthin tatz possible to try out...

okay so today gonna be buzy plannin,meetin n hangin out. stinkz tat tiz iz all last minute but hope it all to be ok n goin great. juz gotta make sure to spend the time carefully wif all tiz plannin n stuffz.

so maybe at nite later i'll update bout it all yea?

sidetracked~~~

crawling through the tunnel for so long,i think i could turn into an underground dweller too. that'll be weird huh? soon finally i saw light at the end of that dirty road. got out and it was a sight to behold. a land of debrises from a war that seemed to happened not quite long ago. what kind of adventures will there be this time?

Therez Alwayz Time To Chill

blast u blogger!!! still sumthin wong wif the postin part!

i'm juz lazy at some point...

well,if ur readin tiz,sry for the last post if ur offended in any wayz. i was rilli pissed of myself last nite. so letz get to bussiness...
started off the day a lil bit rough but itz kool now. wat izzit tatz tryin to break us apart? we're buddiez! we cant fite over sumthin retarded like projectz n happenin shitz!
today finally got p.e. lesson for me to enjoy. began wif runnin lapz. all i managed was 2 roundz. haizzz... den play badminton wif sin n khidir! too short time period. den break time damn tired oledi. hehe...
nxt klass iz quik n off to miss feonz klass. spend the time listenin to lecturez by the teacher n den itz time to fullfill my group projectz main thang. had a moment n we got kitez flyin all over. not a bad day! except tat one kite iz so crazy it turn from perfect to terrible shape juz in a twinch n it flew of onto a roof wich iz impossible to get to cos itz string snapped. man i nid a breather... lolz...
afterwardz klass over n so was skool. hang out wif the usual memberz for abit den go home. tired sia leg. feelin a lil pain too but itz nothin to be too concerned wif.

tomolo not sure plan how but hope it'll be kool. signin off freakzillaz!!!

Great And Bad Timez

gotta b special for tiz post cos of tiz blogger posting error. sian...

on tuesday we go fly kite. since our project was yet changed again,now we juz gotta make kitez n teach it to the year one studentz of tan-shiz klass.

anywayz,for today(a wednesday) great n irritatin shit happenz... u guyz are enuf wif troublin me wif ur ideaz kay? luky i got some fwenz to kool me down n made me myself n no one else.

i haf a reason for bing hu i am. i can be wat u want if i want to. the ting iz,itz no fun if i am wat u wan me to be. in the past i am as wat u said of wat i shuld be. it was a mistake in my life. havin a lock turned forward non-stop has coses me to be hated,made fun off n very boring. if i rewind tat very lock,i am the best a person culd ever be. of cos i can set it forward again if i rilli wan to n if itz rilli neccessary.

u tellin me? u hav loadz more conz den i do.of cos i noticed ur proz too but rilli,u dont realise ur conz at all.

i was oledi pissed off dayz ago n tat feelin iz still within me. itz kool i can keep it in safely. tiz time i'm more pissed cosin my heart to burn on the inside. i'll show u the success of my life iz better den ur borin world. in my wordz,ur a homey n i'm an explorer.
u stay stuck indoorz gainin nottin much but i went out n handle tingz first-hand. wich life iz better? the explorer of coz...

well,now thursday i noe. in the mornin later skool got p.e. again. hope tiz time will be great again.
letz c... letz put a grin to hide the madness within tomolo n c how they tink...

Slack,Slack N More Slack...

Gomu Gomu No.....GIGANTO PISTOL!!!!!

bak in skool today after a great weekend! juz now stuffz happened n it was kool.
i woked up early today n went to skool early too. bloody hell... too early sia. lolz. klass was slackin man...i played ninja gaiden on dinoz nintendo ds. it was kool...
den later go break time. eat outside today at the mamak shop infront of skool wif the gang. sure had fun tokin wif each other bout ghost storiez n the auntie sellin crackerz wich iz a hot topic in singapore now.
it was said tat if u dont buy from her,she will leave u an evil spirit to disturb u in the house. freaky man,espeacially now tat itz hangin around at bedok n tampines(where i lived).

anywayz,went bak to skool for nxt klass n it was a slackin time. not much done except for gettin our assignment for our comin testz.
after the klass finish we all go bak oledi. me,abu,sin n nunu go tamp 1 to survey phone for sin. guess wat. saw dino,khidir n danny hangin around there too. lolz. den i oso met hafiz. tanx abu.
when go out again ar? do wat? hehe...

after tat tirin,hot afternoon,we get sumthin to drink n eat n tapao them to eat under a block to slack. great timez man... bing stoopid n sharin stuffz togeter. den at 8pm juz now like tat,sin gone bak 1st n so me,abu n nunu go wif abu to get his new contact lenses.
u noe,i've bin wonderin...wat if i wear those too? will i look great? haha! maybe i'll try it soon.

well afterwardz we all go bak oledi. sweet man! the f1 trainin iz tiz week. at bishan ite eh? bring it on!!!

The Redbull Party!!! {Got It Part 7}

yo guyz,like i said wich i'll get'em when i get'em,here they are!
enjoy the pix from the nite ya'll!

Happy Birthday Muhsin!

it was sin b'day yesterday. celebrated wif full of joy. (O_o)

at 6.45pm i went off to meet up wif abu,nunu n efa. since still early till i went to pik up the cake,we chill out at the usual mac spot for the time to past by.
at about 8pm we went to pik the cake from polar. den went off straight to pasir ris bbq pit 17.
suppose to meet lynn n mario oso at first but we went off 1st as itz gettin late.

we had such a great time there togeter n since itz a redbull party,we all had it to drink. i tink i drnak 3 or 4 tinz last nite. hehe... the most for me. rilli did stayed hyper till the end.
at about 12.30am tiz mornin,efa n nunu went off 1st. so the rest of us continued our fun n joy till late.
we sure got some quality time togeter as a group. so at about 3.15am we decided to go bak by taxi. luky we all stay near. bid goodbye to sin n off we go.
we sure had crazy momentz durin the bite. crazy girlz,messy situation,even scary stuffz. loasz of laughter too of coz.

i dont haf any pix wif me rite now since i dont haf a cam wif me the entire time all tanx to me lil bro n his skool work. soon i'll get'em when i get'em.

great time ya'll! best remembered quote of the day?

abu tak taunt? lolz~~~

Yesterdayz Newz Today

moshi moshi alienz!

thursday mornin go chek up at kkh again. not a long wait like last time. hehe... b4 c doc me n my mother go eat breakfast at the kopitiam there. eggz n toast. den we go c the prof/doc at the klinik. after done,den go to rafflez hospital 4 lunch. met up wif my father there.

woohoo~~~ chiken chop! after tat my father go bak work n we go bak to tamp. my mother gone bak home 1st n i went "hunting" for the goodz. later at home i slack infront of com the entire day. lolz... no life. haha! guess wat? the entire day i was walkin wif my left ankle makin troublez again. sianzzz... i tink i last got my medicine was 4 monthz ago. now tatz a record for me.

todayz the day man... goin out wif the gang later in the evenin to be hapi! so,hapi b'day sin n hapi belated b'day waz! waz,come bak skool la!

You People Ar...

i am back in skool baybay! (kononnye intro style la ni... lolz...) went to skool wif abu ,sin n yan today. we met up at 222 bus stop. den at skool we all eat 1st lor bcos when i asked tat budak,he say maybe no break. den after we eat we go up but endz up tat it was break time! n teacher on the house!
u budak,yes u khidir! bloody hell... troublesome by bing difficult wif ur riddlez as alwayz...
well anywayz,i went on n join khidir n the otherz eat outside. i juz had a cup of milo n few toasts.

den later go bak in skool n into the klass. eh elo! i study k! lol. den soon break time again. half of my group was downstairs still. so den for the time to past by,we play kardz again. hehe...
uno den bluff. not bad,not bad...
miss feon (i tink tiz iz how u spell her name...i tink...) klass wasnt half bad. luky ar i do the lil simple test 1st. or else dunno when to do. leceh sia.

they actually gone from klass 1st but den i caught up wif them. after tat we all go home.
there seemz to be an amount of plannin for "soon"... oh ya,b4 i forget,my klass project was changed again! walao dino! u so troublesome sia! tan-shi oso.
(-_-")

n again tomolo no skool 4 me as i kena chek up,tiz time for my limb jointz. damn troublesome week tiz iz...

well,tatz it for now. all tatz left iz to hope for it to be successful n a great time.