My Rite Arm...

u noe,i've bin wonderin about it for quite sometime...

y the hell did god made my rite arm so weak?

izzit b'cos of the straight line on my rite palm? or izzit sumthin else?

an old folk once said tat peeps wif straight lines on their palm like mine could draw blood wif one swing of their hand.iz tis the reason god made my rite arm damn weak?

i juz had to tell u guys bout tis cos i gotta let it go out of my freakin skull.....

my rite elbow always gets hurt or feels pain 24/7.

izzit to balance the strength?i nid answers n suggestions.

THE HISTORY OF MY ARM.....

i was like 5 or 6 years old since i first hurt my rite elbow...from tat time onwards it hurts on n off frequently up to tis very day.

even a growth was grown inbetween my elbow bones joints.(damn...)

i was tinkin tat when i am gone for my national service,i'm gonna go for surgery n remove the F ing growth in my arm.i can barely do daily chores properly cos of my weak arm...

i'm so confused about it.....

anywayz,no matter wat,i'm gonna stay positive forever about tis kind of tings.nvr back down from any challenges n go for it wifout turnin bak if its reachable.

till den,c'ya peeps in me nxt post.

Good To Know...

i hurt my arm again yesterday due to my "problem".
i got part of the project we had so i sort of force myself to go to skool awhile today to pass it to the others.
i nid at least a day to rest now.
at skool,nearly all i've met asked me wat happened.to me tis shows tat they rilli cared for their frens.
i was sort of touched n felt slightly better oledi.tis is wat i call real frens are.
i'll b bak guys n i'll show u how much i care for ya'll too,somehow....
^-^

Note To Prank Callers : BEWARE!!! (lol)

as some of u mite haf noticed,i put my phone number at the chat box.

i noe there will b several prank callers tat mite wanna try me out n well,i dont mind at all.

well guess wat,i tink i juz got one tat tried to prank me but it didnt go their way juz now.

i noe some of u mite wanna prank call peeps juz b'cos ur bored n stuff,so if u try me,u mite regret it.

cos i'm gonna make sure its hell lot borin 4 u.no fun is gonna happen.i got free incomin calls n i'm very care-free.

so its a win-win situation 4 me.

n ouh yea i mite haf saved ur number on my phone so becareful in the future.

lol

u mite get sumthin u dont like in return...

Aim,Cashed n Mayb Buy(lol)

day 15,my rite arm looks hell lot better as now the bruise is all red instead of purple.(y cannot green?lagi style ape kalau gitu?)
but my left arm has a bruise shape of a big slash mark on it.(cool kan???)
well,tis mornin got computer test.(fuh!!!finally habis...)its quite manageable la.i got "A"grade.(senyum from ear to ear!)
after skool,me nunu,nisa n steffi went for lunch at the canteen.(makan mi goreng!!!)
we den planned on meetin up wif abu(his test is on monday so he nvr come skool today.) at bugis.we hanged around at bugis junction.found some clothes tat r rilli cool!(abu has an illness:DISASTROUS FASHION choices.)
lol^-^
we den went to bugis street n we found hell lot more clothes tat r rilli irrisistable!!!(MUZ HAF THEM ONE DAY!!!)
nxt the 5 of us rest up at mcdonald for like an hour i tink...
its a nice day,i found out i'm rilli hyper at a stage where i am oledi half tired.(penat...aku mula bising gile-gile la gitu.kalau nak layan suke hati korang la.lol)
we den went home,got on the bus n it rained on most part of the journey.
summarized everythin?
it was a great day.....

Feelin Good Tis Mornin!!!

day 13,feelin hell lot better today.2 days ago i accidently push myself over my limits n i slightly hurt my arm again.but today its all ok.
i got a smile from an old fren early in the mornin n it brighten up my day.
i feel as if todays gonna b a good day.
interesting tings mite happen.cant wait for wat they r.
ouh n i'm in skool now.....bensons class.

Back from Pasir Ris!!

day 10,the bruise is still there n its movin into my entire arm.(kan aku dah ckp.mungkin sampai sebulan lagi tau...)

well,i'm back from my sis new house wich i stayed overnite at.its rilli nice n its not too borin lar.quite interestin.

got meself a box of wonka NeRds.(sumthin wich my old fwens told me i ate them like drugs till the last drop.lol)

the house is still a little empty but its fillin up slowly.

yesterday i ate char siew rice for lunch,indian fried noodles for dinner n today i got lemon chiken rice(abu n nunu's fav after i introduced them to the dish.SEDAP!!!LAZAT!!!NEARLY LICKED THE PLATE IN PUBLIC!!!Mmmmmm.....)for breakfast!!!HAHA!!wat do u say about tat abu?

all at Elias Mall(not a big place unlike other malls.....).

ouh n patrick belong to my sis.

n i am ugly!!!lol.

i dont tink i look good tis weekend.becomin fat.....shit...gotta go on diet n more exercise.

Goin Somewhere New

day 9,the bruise on my rite tricep is still bad n big.its best i dont show u guys wat it looked like.my rite leg is well.....still cramped.(like i said,akunye problem slow down the proccess of healing pe...it culd last a month u noe.)
so well,today in the afternoon i'll be followin my sis to go to her new house in pasir ris.
i wonder how her new house looked like?suke sey pegi rumah orang yg belum pernah pegi at all!
get to discover new house interior designs.
tonite or tomolo see lar how,i'll update wat its like.(kalau aku tak malas!!!)

My New Headphones!!!

day 6,every part felt hell lot better except for a little cramp on my rite leg n a big bruise on my rite triceps(yep its still swollen…).
I felt slightly uncomfortable goin to skool ari ni but its all cool once i get used to it.
at the end of skool,me n khidir pegi tamp century square to buy some stuffz!
1st we went to khidirs shop to get his deodorant.den we went to my shop to get my new headphones!!!
finally!!!after all those weeks wif my broken [rosak,hancur,musnah,cracked,pecah,mampus,meninggal,unimmortal(macam paham),dead,rest in peace] earpiece,i finally replaced them!
i’d like to tanx khidir on helping me to chip in on some of its cost(I’ll pay u bak man!) n apologize to zura(if u tink I copied u tat is…tapi aku dah aim die ever since it 1st came out n my earpiece pecah!).
rilli hapi wif my new headphones!
damn good sia the sound quality!5 out of 5!
n yea my fav colour is black kays?

Pain Still

day 5,juz woke up n the onli hurt spots on my body left are the bak of my rite knee,left triceps n my entire rite arm.

they'd become swollen n still cramped(bloody hell...fed-up sia dgn badan aku ini...).

skipped skool to rest at home today.

soli guys if i'm not around to be of any help today.

esok tengok lar mcm mane.....

Update To My Condition

day 4 of dark dayz,well its mornin oledi n the sky looks better but i tink there mite be more rain to come u noe.
day 3,i juz woke up rite now n my body still aches....fuk dammit.culd barely lift my arms in the air.hell yea its still hurts!!stupid cramp...dahla akunye problem buat aku heal slower den normal peeps...

Happy National Day to all Singaporeans!but not to hapi for me...

the dark dayz continues as it rain n rain,again n again.....
but 1st of all,HAPPY 43RD BERFDAY SINGAPORE!!!
n now my bad story,woke up at 12pm today juz to get pissed of by my parents.they kept on bugging me to wake up quikly n follow them to a marriage ceremony(jemputan la....).
i was like so lazy today to go anywhere.actually i had oledi planned to stay home tis weekend n watched tv all day long.
but all was "destroyed" as i was forced to folo my parents...
the marriage was all the way at Buano Vista.like nunu said,concentrate onli on eatin the food there.so i did.
lost my appetite due to my bad mood tis mornin,i cant even finish 1 plate of rice...
n after eatin there we had to go to Jurong West for an "appointment".
we had body massage.the guy massaged me like,well,
DAMN PAINFUL SIA!!!
my body wich was startin to get better from the cramp i got last time was cramped up all over again!!!sian...n i still cant make a fist wif my rite hand!!!
after the painful half an hour,we balik lar wat else.got myself a little wet from the rain.
So i now hope to wish every singaporean readin tis to haf a good national day!hope ur day aint bad like mine was.SHISH!!!i'm still slightly pissed of.....

Ouch!!!

FUK DAMMIT!!!
my entire body cramped up when i woke up tis mornin...i cant even make a proper fist wif my rite hand!!
muz be bcos i didnt do any warm up b4 playin badminton yesterday.....
went out at noon n juz walkin n chillin out awhile.the sky still looked slightly dark den.
skipped skool since theres onli a borin lame concert n no lesson.meet up wif abu,nunu n steffi n hanged out at tamp mall awhile.still slightly borin.soon later khidir joined us awhile n we talked n laughed 2geter.
when we were goin bak we met up wif muhsin n bid each other goodbye.
well now i'm not rilli too sure wat to do for the rest of the day.

Dark Day/s Arisin

everythin was fine in the mornin.
durin break time at skool,abu went of to the interchange to meet his old fren.so he leaves us to hang around togeter at skool.at around 11.30 in the mornin,we found out tat there was a performance at the skool canteen wich was held by the student council.
i tink the band tat performed was called The American Heroes.
they performed songs like The Great Escape(1 of my fav),No Air n A Love Song.
at 12 in the noon we headed bak to class.tat was when i noticed tat the sky turned rilli dark...
after the lesson there was the PE class.we hang around 2geter 4 awhile since it was still early.
at tat very moment,the performance has oledi ended n the band was packin up they're stuffz.
nisa den ask for a photograph wif a few of the band members n so were the other gurls(nunu,zura n efa.abu was shy.lol).
durin PE lesson,we played badminton n i was flyin n dashin everywhere hittin the ball bak!!it was good exercise.
it was tat time when the sky got abit darker.
4 in the afternoon we left skool n hang around at mcdonald at the interchange.
we den went bak at 5.by tat time,the sky was as dark as if it was oledi 7 in the evenin.
as i was in the bus wif abu goin bak home n was enterin tampines area,rain fell so hard tat a 'waterfall' was created on the windows of the bus!!
it was a thunder storm!n its still rainin rite now.tis is wat we get when it hadn't rained for the past few weeks.lukyly i wasn't caught in the heavy downpour too much.
i wonder when its gonna end.....